Last night, as always on thursdays, I couldn't sleep without stupid sleeping pill things that I need to take when I can't sleep. Dunno why it's always thursdays, maybe it's the "whee, friday... wait. FRIDAY FRIDAY > FUN FUN FUN FUN" thing. Anyway, so, I had an awful headache too, so when I finally fell asleep, my dreams were pretty depressing; I was on a school trip with the junior high class, and the girl I always had a crush on was taking photos of me secretly (but I noticed) so I started thinking she's gonna hire someone to kill me. Well, then she came to talk to me, asking about my mental health and stuff, blah blah, and it turned out she was taking the photos to show to her friends to make sure I'm not too ugly for her. Or something.
Anyway, so I was like "YAY SHE LIKES ME", and then we were all kidnapped by the teacher (I think he was the retired nazi we once had) in a bus/train combination, and one of those who I considered a semi-friend was a pretty cool guy, eh doesn't afraid of anything and so he tried to escape, but the teacher brainwashed him into believing he was a pony and the train station was a pony castle; My Little Pony style.
We were supposedly going to a continuation ceremony, whatever the poop that is, in lapland, and we all were like "wtf that's too far" and so I was like, "I SHALL RESCUE YOU" to the girl I always had a crush on, and tried to stop the bus/train by jumping in front of the tracks (so smart, lol), and it didn't stop. It didn't drive over me either, though, but kinda slipped over me, and then I came to post about it on this forum like "yo guise I just survived being run over by a bus/train combination trying to save my old class, especially a girl I had a crush on" and then cops swarmed into my house and I was arrested for some reason. Then I woke up.
...anyway, like I've probably mentioned before, that girl was the reason I pretty much don't care about sexuality and love anymore. You know, because she was
the most perfect in the whole world and all, and she was a lesbian, which, in turn, resulted in me going HELL YEAH I'LL BE FOREVER ALONE BY CHOICE and now my life is happy*. Whee~
*Apart from occasionally being harassed by stupid social people and mental health people who think I'm a pain in the bass for the government by being unemployed and uneducated beyond the requirement, and clinging to being depressed, just like thousands of others out there. Seriously, maybe they should understand that there are a lot more of those who WANT jobs and education, therapy, etc. but can't have it because those stupid people keep harassing those who don't want them. Uggggh, ugh ugh. Finland's systems sucks so much.