If I'll disappear suddenly...
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If I'll disappear suddenly...
Okay, so this is a goodbye thread, just in case.
So, someone has gotten SERIOUSLY angry at me; my computer got hacked again, this time many things are DISABLED FROM BEING USED, my browser doesn't work at all (flash and java don't work, etc)... I can't do almost anything with the computer, and somehow ZoneAlarm shows that something is leaving my computer all the time, like... you know, someone's uploading stuff from my computer to the internet.
This might mean I'll completely stop using the internet, you know, so that nobody can do anything really WRONG. If you know what I mean...
I have no idea who would want to do anything like this, or why, unless it's someone from Wikipedia, Myspace, or something... well. Anyway, if I don't post anything tomorrow, I might never post again, or at least not in some time.
So, someone has gotten SERIOUSLY angry at me; my computer got hacked again, this time many things are DISABLED FROM BEING USED, my browser doesn't work at all (flash and java don't work, etc)... I can't do almost anything with the computer, and somehow ZoneAlarm shows that something is leaving my computer all the time, like... you know, someone's uploading stuff from my computer to the internet.
This might mean I'll completely stop using the internet, you know, so that nobody can do anything really WRONG. If you know what I mean...
I have no idea who would want to do anything like this, or why, unless it's someone from Wikipedia, Myspace, or something... well. Anyway, if I don't post anything tomorrow, I might never post again, or at least not in some time.
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Okay, now it just happened again... the anti-virus and firewall went off, firewall only for a few minutes but the anti-virus... I can't turn it on! It just keeps showing "activated" but the icon of it is like it'd be disabled, but I'm not sure if it's just a "it looks like closed" thing, but... Yesterday someone was logged into my email suddenly (there was IP address of that, but I F****NG DIDN'T WRITE IT DOWN SO I COULD'VE REPORTED IT SOMEWHERE!!!! URGGH!) and I have no idea what he sent to who, etc... but someone is definitely more angry to me than there are reasons to be!
I hope whoever the hell is doing it, would at least honestly just tell me, in whatever way would be good for them, but... I mean... urggghhhh...
I hope whoever the hell is doing it, would at least honestly just tell me, in whatever way would be good for them, but... I mean... urggghhhh...
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I seriously think that you should format your hard drive and start from scratch. But back up stuff first.
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Now I have a bigger problem... I'll be forced into a mental hospital next monday, possibly for YEARS or my whole life. And the worst thing is, that they have no reason; they just avoid saying what the "problem" is, because THERE IS NO PROBLEM. You know like... they don't think I'm gonna hurt anyone, or myself, or anything, they don't think I'm depressed anymore, they don't think I'd have psychosis or whatever, or ANYTHING. They just think that because I don't have many friends or girlfriend, and because of that I don't go outside my house much, I'd be "insane".
I mean, I think differently to most people, but then the reason why they're gonna put me in a mental hospital is because there's no freedom of thinking or whatever... seriously, just...
Hopefully I can avoid it somehow, even though I'm pretty sure I can't, since my mom hates me and wants to get rid of me, because I didn't get to any school, which means that I'm gonna live a crappy life without a job...
I mean, I think differently to most people, but then the reason why they're gonna put me in a mental hospital is because there's no freedom of thinking or whatever... seriously, just...
Hopefully I can avoid it somehow, even though I'm pretty sure I can't, since my mom hates me and wants to get rid of me, because I didn't get to any school, which means that I'm gonna live a crappy life without a job...
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That's... pretty heavy. Good luck with everything that comes to you.
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Just in case it's not obvious, it's not 100% sure, but very likely to happen. Unless I somehow convince them that there are a lot more insane people out there, who kill each other every day, and that they should go "help" those, instead of people who think differently from the norm...
Though, after I explained to my mom, she actually realized that it's true the doctor people have no reason for it, but she just says they can do whatever they want to people like us (who're kinda like poor), because they're highly ecudated people with lots of money and good jobs, and it just is like that here in Finland... there've been some documentaries on TV about how corrupted the doctors are, so it shouldn't be surprising, though... but well. Hopefully me and my mom CAN convince them about it, since the short time when I wasn't even "observed" by some retarded doctors, was the happiest month of my whole life (well, other than when I was a little kid) so maybe they believe it, but I doubt it, they probably think I'd be lying, even if my mom would say the same...
Though, after I explained to my mom, she actually realized that it's true the doctor people have no reason for it, but she just says they can do whatever they want to people like us (who're kinda like poor), because they're highly ecudated people with lots of money and good jobs, and it just is like that here in Finland... there've been some documentaries on TV about how corrupted the doctors are, so it shouldn't be surprising, though... but well. Hopefully me and my mom CAN convince them about it, since the short time when I wasn't even "observed" by some retarded doctors, was the happiest month of my whole life (well, other than when I was a little kid) so maybe they believe it, but I doubt it, they probably think I'd be lying, even if my mom would say the same...
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Re: If I'll disappear suddenly...
Ever thought about leaving that crappy place behind and living somewhere else?
Not quite as simple as that, but you know what I'm saying.
Not quite as simple as that, but you know what I'm saying.
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That's pretty terrible.
Hang on, and don't lose hope.
Hang on, and don't lose hope.
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Best of luck, and try to keep a handle on your sanity.
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Is it, PF2? Is it?penguinflyer2222 wrote:I think that sounds insane.
...Actually, I suppose it is.
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Re: If I'll disappear suddenly...
So... apparently I'm not gonna be put to a mental hospital, at least not yet. There's now a month to "choose" if I want to go there or not. Which means that I have no choice because my mom will force me now that they convinced her again, that I'm insane... even though the biggest doctor person (lol) said that he believes I'm not very insane, but that they can put even completely sane people into mental hospitals to avoid them becoming insane...
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Re: If I'll disappear suddenly...
What's wrong with a bit insanity? Being completely mundane is lame.